C'est la vie

FAME

2007-12-01T23:35:20Z

Reasons why you should FAME the Musical that I'm in:
1) I'm an understudy for Mabel and its so much fun
2) It's high energy and fun
3) There is hip thrusting. Lotsa hip thrusting

Listen to the song here, TRUST ME ITS WORTH IT!:
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Lyrics:
You see there's this girl in dance
And every time I see her
Something just comes over me

Well, you know what it's like
When you wake up in the morning
And it's hard
Standing up straight at attention like the changing of the guard
Or how it is in a pornoshop
When you put your quarter in the slot
And you try to look cool
So nobody knows that your hot

You go to a club
And your high on some fine marihuana
And the singer in the band
Got all of her moves from Madonna
And you wanna

Or late at night you're in home in bed all alone
and it's cold out
You put your hand where it's warm
As you open up Miss January's fold out

Well that's how it is
When she's around
And i can't, no i can't
I can't keep it down

I can't keep it down
When that girl's around
I can't keep it under my control
I can't keep it keep it down
No no no no i can't

I wanna i wanna i wanna rock and roll!

-Teacher- All right mr. Vegas, the joke's over

+Joe Vegas+ I got another one! This one's REALLY painful

-Teacher- Alright go but I'm warning you!

Im thinking about the time in my life when i first learned what crying was
The first time I ever had to come face to face with what dying was
The relatives gathered all in black to mourn for my greataunt Antionitta
When who comes through the door to pay her respects but our cousin Conchitta

The tears in her eyes only made them look even more spanish
As i watched her I could swear i could feel the floor under me vanish
So she goes to them all and she finally comes over to me
and she kisses my cheek I lower my eyes i can hardly believe what I see
caus I'm looking down the front of her gown
and I can't, no I can't, I can't keep it down!
I can't keep it down
When that girl's around

I wanna i wanna i wanna rock 'n roll!
Rock 'n roll!
I wanna rock 'n roll!

COME SEE FAME! :D

Today I....

2007-11-30T23:30:19Z

~Woke up
~Fought with Liesel hard freaking core
~Went to talk to Mr Carver before school
~Realized I'm gonna Ace this next Math test
~Laughed with Mr Carver
~Realized I love Mr Carver as an AMAZING math teacher/ human being
~Went to AP English and got a 37 /40 on my vocab test
~Got extra credit in AP Euro
~Lived through French
~Sang showtunes at lunch with crazy cool people
~Danced, twirled, moved, expressed and released in Acting
~Released everything through movement
~Somehow rocked Math class
~Loved Psychology
~Talked to Liesel for an hour in the car
~Loved every moment

Liesel and I are going to be better.
We talked and will continue to do so.
Things will improve.
Life will be beautiful
and
I will be happy

ps: you can too. I believe in you. but you need to want it. <33333333

for you NaNoWriMo's and such

2007-11-20T01:11:28Z

note:

once upon a time

is the best way to start a fairy tale

because those kinds of stories happen upon a time

they don't happen "for a" time or "in a" time or "at a" time.

if you are somewhere and you seem to be upon a time, then pay attention

because you are probably in a mythical situation.

(also, don't curse too much because it's probably for kids, etc.)

My new obsession

2007-11-17T04:59:34Z

Stuttering By Ben's Brother

It's been- it's been- it's been- it's been
su-su-su-such a long time- long time- long time
since anybody touched me- touched me- touched me
the way that you touch me,
So if I stutter- stutter- stutter
then I feel so- so- so unsexy,
so maybe I'll just keep my mouth shut,
at least until you kiss me.

So kiss me again,
cause only you can stop the stu-stu-stu-stu-stuttering,
kiss me again
and ease my su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-suffering.

I know- I know
its so- its so
sy-sy-sy-symbolic of everything,
everything thats wrong with me and you,
so tell me what I'm supposed to do.
Oh its been ages since we've been really honest,
but I can make cha-cha-cha-changes if you really want this.

So kiss me again,
cause only you can stop the stu-stu-stu-stu-stuttering,
kiss me again
and ease my su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-suffering.

Kiss me again,
cause only you can stop the stu-stu-stu-stu-stuttering,
kiss me again and ease my su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-suffering.

BRING IT!

2007-11-06T05:07:05Z

I tire of your mind games.
I'm sick of playing Don't Wake Daddy.
Good sir, no more rock paper scissors for me.
But wait, are we not civilized gentlemen here?
I challenge you to a battle of knifes!

KNIFE FIGHT
You're gonna fight for your life!
KNIFE FIGHT
You're gonna fight with a knife!
KNIFE FIGHT
A really really really sharp knife!
YEAH KNIFE FIGHT
I'm a crazy (crazy) son of a bitch!
I'm a cut you! (cut you)
Swish swish!
In a knife fight! (knife fight)
Knife fight! (knife fight)
Knife fight! KNIFE FIGHT!

NEIL: Let me tell you something: I can't be beat.
MARTY: Oh yeah?
NEIL: Yeah. Cuz I'm the king of the street!
MARTY: Well guess what, man! I'll pin you to the wall!
NEIL: Oh yeah?
MARTY: Yeah. Your knife is way too small!
NEIL: Hey! My knife is super sharp and that's what counts! I'm

gonna make you bleed copius amounts!
MARTY: Yeah well I'll be sure to thank you right after I shank

you!
NEIL: Punk.
MARTY: Dweeb.

(CHORUS)

NEIL: I'm gonna slice you up!
MARTY: I'm gonna cut you down!
NEIL: I'll put you in your place!
MARTY: I'll put you underground!
NEIL: This is the END for you, you gutter crawling cur!
MARTY: I've got a TIP for you, get the POINT?
NEIL: Yeah, sure.
MARTY: It's time to face the music!
NEIL: Time to face the facts!
MARTY: Time to bite the bullet!
NEIL: Time to pay the tax!
MARTY: I've got a blade of fury.
NEIL: I am a ball of rage.
MARTY: You ready, sucka?
NEIL: Born ready...
BOTH: ENGAGE!!!

KNIFE!
FIGHT!
CUT!
STAB!
KNIFE!
OW!
POKE!
KNIFE!

MARTY: Hey wait a minute here!
NEIL: Oh what is it?!
MARTY: Knifes are dangerous! We could get hurt!
NEIL: Hurt? ...I don't want to get hurt.
MARTY: Who does!
MARTY: Okay well, in that case, I challenge you to a...
BOTH: TICKLE FIGHT!

Tickle fight! It's a tickle fight!
Don't bring no knife a tickle fight!
Just bring your fingers, bring a feather, and
everyone can sing together, now:

Tickle fight! Tickle fight!
La-dee-da dum dum tickle fight!
Tickle fight! Tickle fight!
Whoopy-doo zig zag tickle fight!
Ding dong doodly
Nick nack noodly
Fee fi fo fum kitten kaboodly!
Tickle fight! Tickle fight!
Tickle Tickle Tickle fight! HEY!

uh yeah

2007-10-10T05:32:02Z

Why did I just do that?
I'm self destructive.
moron :/

Now that's what I'm talking bout.

2007-09-07T03:45:01Z

Hahaha.

http://s82.photobucket.com/albums/j252/rosegirl13/?action=view&current=myspace.jpg

What's this feeling?

2007-08-10T06:15:59Z

I have discovered something very important about myself.

I've never felt this way before?

At first I thought it was indegestion.

Or Acid Reflux.

Turns out

it's love.

I have fallen in Love.

His name?

Demetri Martin.

I'm coming home. Wherever that is.

2007-08-08T19:24:23Z

I leave Wisconsin Saturday morning.

It's almost over.

How do I feel?

something that will end up on Facebook

2007-07-31T17:41:37Z

You know the drill, you've been tagged, you're in it.

1) I love you so much I want to take you behind the middle school and get you pregnant. I miss you like mad and have a lot to tell you because you haven't been around. You know how I feel about you and so I don't have much to say. Whatever, you're awesome.

2) I've missed you a whole fucking a lot! Like, seriously miss because we don't talk much anymore. WHICH WILL CHANGE. Especially, with seeing you and all of my favorite people in Fort Collins. WOOT!

3) We're friends? Cool. When I first met you I had no clue that you and I would ever get this close. Thanks so much for listening to my bizarre fears and random angst. Thanks for the late night phone calls and the kind words. Thanks for the kinky no commitment sex.

4) Hey, you! It's been way to fucking long. I love you, buddy! We will hang out more when I get back because you are an AMAZING friend and I've missed you like mad.

5) You're amazing. period. You're going far away but nothing will change. I can feel it. I'll still call/email/facebook/myspace/snail mail to talk about everything. Cuz our friendship is too cool not to survive. I have no doubt in this, when everything else is so uncertain.

6) ARGH. YOU FRUSTRATE ME! I want inside your head! I love you but DAAAAAAAAAAMN, what is your problem? WHY WON'T YOU TALK TO ME! I'm going to pull a Garden State and scream into a canyon from strictly frustration from you! WTFUCK!

7) You're new. You're cute. I think I'm too late. I'm never that girl, it's kay. I get it.

8) You are the voice of sarcastic reason just when I need it. You're going places, bitch, and I'm coming with. New York, watch out, becuase here we fucking are. You're fabulous and I dunno where I'd be without you. Love and miss you like crazy. And stop reading my mind, it's creeping me out. You know too much about me :]

9) You owe me a bagel, bitch. I'm gonna miss you but I'll be back. LOVE YOU.

10) I'm 10x louder around you and loving it. I'll watch you on your way to fame via American Idol. <3

11) I've thought about you too much this summer. Maybe it's me who hasn't let go.

12) You freakin rock. Find the music, do Hullabaloo. I'll be there to watch it. :] <3

13) Do you like me or hate me? I can't figure it out.

14) I'm glad you don't hate me. You're still a huge influence in my life, wiether you know it or not.

15) Giiiiiiiiiiiirl, I wish I had taken more of an advantage living to close to you. My memories of you are priceless and I can't wait to see you again. <3

16) You are one of my heros, truly. You are so awesome and I hate that you are moving away. Take me with you? Well, you've got life ahead of you and I'm excited for that. But, seriously, even though I've known you since I was born, getting to actually know you is fucking sweet.

17) You'll never admit it but we're close now. You are one of my favorite people and I think you're awesome. You're my disease, haha. Your face, your mom and all that jazz. Woot, for you going to college with some of my best friends, I can't wait to see you there too. I love ya.

18) I love you more than you can ever really know and you better be up in evergreen so often hanging with your old friends and ME. You fucking rock. Fucking rock.

19) I LOVE MY BON BON. (wow, that was really obvious.) Its guy love babe.

20) I wish I was going to HHS for almost the sole reason of being able to go to lunch with you and get to know you better. You are one kick ass girl and we'll HAVE to hang when I'm in Littleton. You, me and Allie will have some crazy ass times.

love at first (stage) kiss

2007-07-15T14:39:39Z

Stage kiss
stage kisss
Stage kiss
Kiss
Kiss Kiss
Stage kisss.
*swoon*
Hot guy.
FUCKING hot guy.
Fuck
Stage kiss
Kiss kiss
Director handing out booze
NO MINORS DRINKING! *wink*
Stage kiss
Kiss Kiss
GORGEOUS GUY
Kisssssssssssssssssss
Blitz VIII

You were only waiting for this moment to be free

2007-06-12T05:10:19Z

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free.

Blackbird fly Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird fly Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.

I can't stop listening.

my hero

2007-06-06T19:22:53Z

Fast Food Freestyle

I need a double cheeseburger
and hold the lettuce
Don’t be frontin’ son
No seeds on the bun
We be up in this drive-thru
...order for two
I gots a cravin’ for a number nine
...like my shoe
We need some chicken up in here
...in this dizzle
For rizzle my mizzle
Extra salt on the frizzle
Dr. Peppa my brotha
Anotha for your motha
Double double super-size
and don’t forget the fries

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randomly good feelings part deux

2007-05-10T05:25:48Z

Conversations:

Ted: Lisa, do you need me to cuddle you and rock you to sleep?
Lisa: (mocking a toddler) yessss.
Ted: Well too damn bad.
Lisa: You shouldnt offer then!
Ted: Welll okay... ill cuddle you and rock you to sleep.

Random snip it: Well at least you get the benefits and attention and all I get is wet. (not as wrong as it seems!!!)

A great person: This year wouldnt be the same without you!

A dumbass fucker: Hey beautiful (btw hun, the end of march was over a month ago :P)

Byleveld: Now, dont you two look nice!

Text from Alex (my jr gay boy): sadistic: deriving pleasure or sexual gratification from inflicting plain on another. (BTW dont receive said text during a sad Drivers Ed movie and start laughing. it looks bad)

General:

Random hugs you don't expect but are sooo nice

1/2 hour convos with cool people you didnt expect

Having someone who doesnt like anyone like you

Freshly shaved and soft legs

Being your bosses favorite

Standing up for you. No matter what.

Being liked more than her. (yeah, im a bitch)

Plotting to overthrow someones life on accident

Realizing you ARE worth it (working on this one)

Sneezing (its 1/8th of an orgasm you know)

Being put into a choir even though you wont be there

Receiving a lettering pin to put on H you already have

Typing the word orgasm.

Orgasm.

Setting aside time to pamper yourself just a little

Being able to laugh at yourself when you'd normally want to cry.

LAUGHING

randomly good feelings

2007-04-21T21:26:02Z

So, for Alice in Wonderland, in the mad tea party scene, the March Hare (Paul aka Steve) and the Mad Hatter (Jon Arcky) have to lay on me on and talk over me. The feeling of being close to someone and having a lot of fun (oh the tea party IS a fucking PARTY) is so great. They lay on, poke, pull and pinch me but all in fun and its a great feeling. And today Alex Gray filled in for Jon and we are laying there laughing and randomly Alex goes, 'You smell good." It was very funny. And its good to know I dont smell awful. haha. I told you these moments are random.

Other general random good feelings:

~When you are talking to a guy and they look you right in the eye like they are REALLY listening. Even when you are JUST friends and thats all you want. its a good feeling.
~HUGE hugs you didn't expect.
~Taking pictures
~Secret handshakes.
~Laying with someone and being close to them. Romantic or not.
~ Waking up on a Saturday, realizing you have nothing to do and being in the most comfortable part of your bed.
~ When someone you admire compliments you like they admire you.
~ When someone you generally despise is genuinely nice to you and a friendship almost develops.
~ Meeting new people who you immediately like and like you back.
~ Really good pics

Cop out

2007-04-16T23:18:30Z

Dont try to give me advice or tell me it'll all be okay:

From Hannah:
ok well now dont get your hopes down or up cus what he told me was pretty confusing too he said he like s you and you a sweet girl but hes not sure he wants or is ready to be a relationship right now

i cant wait to move to evergreen

Code that maybe isn't so creative. w/e

2007-04-04T21:02:51Z

263) Whats with the change in heart? I dont MIND it per say but I'm wondering how long it will last.
111) I think you are mad at me and I think I know why. I regret telling you. You think I am turning into her. I AM NOT.
1018) You are the ugliest person I've ever had the misfortune to meet. Get the fuck away from me. News flash: YOU HAVE NO POWER.
101) You are still hot and you seem to like me more than you did last year which is nice. But we'll see. I still feel iffy.
1218) You and I are both irritable. But I love you. I hope this works out for us. I feel awful for you but I can't do anything.
18) You are EASILY manipulated. Good thing I dont actually know you or I'd have to hate you.
1320) You have your moments. Please stop being so annoying.

These are just recent encounters. They dont mean anything. I'll probably change my mind next way.

Expect for 1018. I'll NEVER change my mind from that point.

Druggggg Trip

2007-03-21T22:52:00Z

The Dormouse: high pitched squeaky voice and frankly quite adorable and CANNOT stay awake.

The Knave of Hearts: "OFF WITH HIS HEAD" for painting the roses red.

I'm pretty freaking excited.

Little Annie Orphan

2007-03-07T02:17:04Z

"Dad" is no longer our legal guardian.

kbye

It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye

2007-03-04T05:23:20Z

Fuck. You.
Wow. I'm seriously impressed by how much of a jerk you are.
How did I ever think we'd be so close?
We were for a while but thats because you covered up how you REALLY felt about me.
You blinded me and then hurt me.
I call to say hi and you answer and be an ass.
I ask if you're mad.
You say no. Just suprised.
We have NO conversation.
I try.
You don't.
Why do I bother with you?
Oh yeah.
Cuz I lose 44372847 other friendships if I don't.
K. well I'm out. Deal with it, without it.
By the way. Stop pretending you are sly. I can see through you.

holy shit

2007-03-03T07:27:47Z

I'm REALLY scared.
My little sisters best friend is in the hospital.
They were at Fat City celebrating my sissys 13th birthday.
Apperently Brittney was drinking a Monster and started to flip out.
Twitching, couldn't remember her birthday.
They think that someone spiked her drink.
WITH DRUGS.
WHAT KIND OF SICK BASTARD WOULD DO THAT TO A TWELVE YEAR OLD GIRL?!
I hope the sick fucker rots in jail.
I dont know many details now.
I'll let you guys know as soon as I do.
I dont want to go to Tech Day tomorrow.

My heart just broke

2007-02-27T05:18:54Z

I got off the phone with My Tanner.
The Tanner I have known forever.
Jen just broke up with him.
He's so so so so upset.
It worries me.
I want to see him but he lives so DAMN far away.
Like a fucking hour drive.
I've never heard him so upset.
I want to hug him and make it better.
But I cant and it kills me.
I prolly can't help at all and it bugs me to death.
All I can think about is the old Tanner I knew.
I can say I TRULY love/loved him.

One night we were out in my backyard.
Tanner, Michelle and I.
Tanner: HAHAHA! I fooled you all! You think I'm James Bond! But the names Blond.*throws off hat and shakes hair* *makes the Swish sish noise* James Blond.
Lisa: And I'm Jaime Blond.
Michelle: Whaaa? Oh. And I'm Blond. Grandpa Blond. *shakes cane* Hey you kids! Get off my lawn!

:)

He introduced me to Zoolander and Spaceballs.
2 of my favorite movies.

I dont know how I could live with out the kid.

Hes m

My boss+ teen girl squad+ stalker boy+ RAVE= Akward turle

2007-01-23T04:08:34Z

So today I went to the library to visit Lynn, the coolest boss ever.
And we were having fun quoting teen girl squad.
Which I think Ive lost my voice over.
And I look over.
My stomache flopps
I silently yell at it.
My heart pounds.
I silently tell it to SHUT UP.
My mind races.
There isnt a damn thing I can do about it.

There is Mr. Stalker Ex Pedifile aka Jeremi Blake.

And i was scared, nervous, and excited. And I thought wow.
You're still hot.
I kinda wanted to kill myself after that.

So Ive decided my life isnt okay with me anymore.
Im just kinda meandering through it.
Im not blissfully happy over little things like I used to be.
Im not happy at exciting things like I should.
I need a change.
I dont know what.
But if things keep going like they have been.
I wont be around very much longer.